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biggie_shortie
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Location: Ohio, United States
Birthday: 8/4/1984
Gender: Female
Interests: music and having fun with the people i love!
Expertise: hmmm i guess i'm good at the tuba cause thats what i'm in college for.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Member Since:
3/3/2003
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| well it's already Feb. isn't that crazy. I'm going to graduate soon and i'm pretty nervous about the whole thing. am i one of those people who is going to be able to do great in interviews and sweet talk my way into several jobs? or am i going to remain jobless and end up somewhere i have no desire to be after 5 years of college...who knows. i find myself being surrounded by wonderful people lately, yet feeling a constant loneliness. wish i could skip the crappy emotional feelings of life and just be happy. i find it so hard to do that sometimes. i think that i must be missing some sort of mental linkage to happiness, or at being content.
oh well...interesting things i've done lately (ok maybe not "interesting") last night i went and played in a community band. it was ok, nice to play again. i've taken several tests in my classes for the semester in the past few days and i think they have gone quite well.Conference is this weekend, thats always an exciting time. ummmm i guess thats about it.
well i must be off to get things done.
lots of love and wishes of happiness,
al
ps stay warm, it's colder than a snowman's ball sac out there.
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| holy balls of fucking fire. i just went back and read my entire xanga journal that i started when i was a freshman in college. um lets just say it was crazy. i forgot how easy it was to just think about school and friends a mere 4 years ago. i can't believe all of this is going to be over. and that a ton of the people i used to talk about in this thing are already gone. we got old everybody. having a peak back into my first year of college was crazy. i never thought i'd be here. wow.
al
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| well it's been months since a real post from me. I'm alive!! i've finished my student teaching and now i'm finishing up some misc. classes so that i can graduate in may! life in college flew by and i'm not really sure what the fuck is going on in my life anymore. i'm kind of scared to go out and get that real job, and start living a real adult life. ya know the one with constant bills, regular hours, affecting the youth of our country and so forth. but it's gonna happen so i'd better suck it up and go with the flow.
no real news of significance that people who would read this don't already know about. life is just ticking away and i'm trying to figure out what moves to make.
i miss home and friends. i love every moment that i get to spend with all of you.
feeling blue,
al
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| 7 DAYS of teaching left! happy turkey day everyone!
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| One week of band camp down. It went really well and i'm proud of the kids for getting so much done.
Other important news: I think i'm finally over my birthday hangover...for those of you who were not able to make it...you missed one hell of a drunk me. But thank you so much to luke and shelly for getting me the best birthday present EVER!
umm other than band and hangovers i don't have much. so much love you all. and a special hello to emily b. for giving me a comment on my birthday post. you are the shit!
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